i dont know why?

okay, starting from now. im gonna use real english, i mean no more bm in english. i've gotta start to learn. hehe, anyway, yesterday was our school's, ermm what do you call it in english? ....... okay, i dont even know it. yesterday was our school's 'merentas desa' haha. there, i said it. i did participate in it. the winners are on top 10, i got number 13th, almost got the top 10. pfftt -,- just hope next year i could be on the top 10. so i could get on the stage and win a medal, and people will look at me say 'wow, she's one of the top 10' haha. so, right now. my parents are out, HELL YEAHH :D but my brothers are still at home with me -,- there are so F annoying -,- tomorrow, back to school again. hihi, i can finally meet him back. oh ya, i've been liking this guy since the second day school started. his not that cute, handsome? you can say that, there's this thing that made me like him. but his not much a talker. kinda quiet in class, but he talks at lot with one of my friend, i suspect he likes her. she knows that i like him. so she was like, 'im sorry kay' and i was like. it's okay. if he likes you. what can i do right? may the be happy. but, me and him do talk so much to each other, just like. 'hey, what's for homework' or 'hey, can i borrow your book?' just the usually. i dont want the usually. i want the unexpected. okay, i wanna go take a shower. yup, i didn't have my shower. okay, see yaa :-D