okay, today was fucking shits. i dont even want to remember today. but, only some parts. but still, most of today was full of unexpected things. it feels like today was a day full of lies. everything that happen today was speechless. one of the things that happen today, that includes HIM. usually me and him are nice to each other, but today i was extra nice to him. i dont even know why. and he treated me like shit on street. what do you think i'am hah? a piece of garbage? please, who are you to do that? i feel so disappointed.  i wanted him to be my man. but all him gave him was disappointment. i cant even believe my eyes what happen today. just another day full of fucking bullshit aint? so depressed. sometimes life is full of surprises. yeah, that happens to me a lot times.

just hope for a better tomorrow. full of happiness and laughter. usually, i laugh a lot in class. but today, i was so quiet, well. not SO quiet. but, i talk less today. it's just that today there's nothing to be laughing for. tomorrow there's going to be some motivational talks about maulidur rasul. i think it's gonna be boring. i know its gonna be. every time theres motivational talks. it's always gonna be boring. hrm, i dont know what else to talk. there are many. today, i just wanted to update my blog today. cause yesterday i was so bloody busy with school homeworks.
like i mentioned on the previous post. i kinda like this guy that i met on facebook. i dont think he reads my blog. so i think i wanna mention his name here, hihi. his name is A.S.. hihi, byee~