so today's plan about going to practice at the tracks were canceled cause our teachers said that there were other schools using the stadium. damn that freakin school. i really looked forward to practice on tracks cause i'm so excited about my regionals. praying so that i could and make my parents proud and my teachers proud. it's just that this year i had a chance to compete in regionals, usually i only compete on school's sports day. so i'm really excited+nervous like hell. i'll seriously try my best and give my best. nyways, i wanted to buy my sports equipment. fr example a pair of spikes, a running t-shirt, you know the kinda of t's especially made for running jocks. and a pair of very tight pants that was also made fr running. i told my parents few days ago. and they were, 'okay, we'll see'

but this morning when i reminded them about it. they were like, didn't even care. i was so fucking angry okay. i got mad at them, i mean i didn't scream or anything just that, after they got back from i dont even know where they went. i just sat in my room and played my laptop till they were going out again. i was like, is it that hard to go to PKNS and just buy my stuff? ugh, still mad at them. writing all of this down make me angry again. ugghhhhh!! i'm not sayin that i hate them. just fr a while here that i'm so mad at them. hrm, i'm just speechless right now. lost of words. nyways, enough about that. just making me angrier. i just love my new tumblr right now. well, it's not really new. i mean i like my new editing. hihi

zomg, so excited bout my prefect camp. so just cant wait! i've seen the activities they do there. flying fox, jungle tracking. and so much more that i cant even remember. jeez, so excited. i dont know why, usually if i'm excited. that's not good. well, think positive najwa. positive : ) have i ever told you how much i love JUSTIN DREW BIEBER? hihi, of course i did aint? his the hottest guy i've ever seen. well, not the most hot. but one of the top 5 i've seen though. eventhough he doesn't know me. but i know him, and someday i'm gonna meet him. i dont know when or how. but praying i will someday, maybe before he dies. and i'm his last image his seen. omgee, if that really happen. i'd died crying mybe. haha