today, my cousins are sleeping at my house. it was since yesterday. two of them to be exact. one is 8 years old, and the other one is 10 years old. they are kinda annoying. but what to do, i just gotta play with them. sometimes my parents or relatives just cant see that i'm all grown up. and they still treat me like a kid. i no i'm not that big. but sometimes they dont trust me or they think my unmatured yet. excuse me, eventhough i may look younger than my age. hihi, and my face is unmatured. doesn't mean i dont know how to think. sometimes, when they buy me presents. they would buy like, story books or pencil case. ugh, so pathetic. i appreciates the thoughtfulness. but im kinda grown up for that kinda stuff. puh-lease.

and sometimes when i sleep up late. they say, hey young lady. you gotta go sleep. it's almost 12 o'clock. ugh, IM ALL GROWN UP FYI. i dont need your pathetic advises. well, only a few of them. but seriously, they treat me like im 6 years old. open your eyes adults out there. im 14 already okay. i know it's not a fully grown up age yet. but that doesn't mean i'm not big enough to make my own decision. i have my rights too okay. talking about rights. okay, i cant remember what i wanted to say. anyway, so bored right now. i just chat a little bit with him just now on facebook IM. he was so shy. 

i dont even no what to reacted to his shyness. hihi, but it was so cute. and i'm kinda jealous, many of his female friends wall chat with him everyday. everytime im online, i would go to his page. and i see thousands of female friends wall chat will him that instant. hrmm,it's just that im' kinda a little. with me he acts so shy. even to say hi or hey. it would be me to be the first want to start 'our' conversation. it's true. even i sometime gets shy to say hi to him. so, most of the time. eventhough i see him online. i didn't even say hi. even i have shyness disease okay. haha, so it almost 2am. and still i'm not asleep. cause i'm sot sleepy. in the evening just now, I've already had my evening sleep. so, see ya tomorrow.