i cant believe. is she my friend or not. she acts like nothing happened between us but actually something did. she is so plastic. eventhough i act kind in front of her. but i really mean it. but she was all like 'aww thank you. i love you' and so whatever. she said i was a bitch. and she acts like nothing happened. well, fyi. something big had happen. between you and me. omg, it's just that she even hugged me when she saw me at school just now. i dont know what she was thinking. thinking about the fact that i didn't know that she hated me? didn't know bout that fact that she said i was a bitch? you bitch are a hypocrite. in front of me acting all innocent. but behind my back, talking trash bout me and my friends. who do you think you are? god?

i dont mind you talking trash bout us. but bout the fact you talked trash about me and told everyone that. ugh, dont you have a life bitch? oh i forgot you have one. but you just thrown it away. long time ago. everything that's been happening to you is just another challenge for you in life. if somethings bad happen to you, whether you leave it or join in. eventhough i hate you right now. i just cant stop thinking why would you do that. we could have shared more secrets. more laughter. more enthusiasm. life fr me this year have been though. not just fr me. but i believe everyone is having difficulties right now.

oh, i'm just speechless right now about you. you made me feel this unpleasant feeling. you that kinda feeling when you wanted to go shopping but the car broke down. that kinda very BIG disappointed feeling. oh words just cant describe my feeling right now. okay, enough about that. it makes me more disappointed. so just a couple more days till my prefect camp. i was not excited as i was. cause our prefect teacher said that i cant wear shawl while i'm there. then i was like 'WHAAAAATT?!!' cause i already bought 4 or 5 shawls last 2 weeks ago to where there. i was again disappointed. hate this, disappointed feeling. so, as i said. i'm not excited bout my prefect camp anymore.