August 7, 2011

Matured but yet, childish.


Assalamualaikum everyone,

so, how was you weekend? mine was boring as usual . had a tiring day tho, eventhough i'm not fasting, hehe. so as you can see, i just edited my blog. does it look better? or maybe not... well, i'm here not to impress you. look at ma background, i absolutely love it. well, as i am bored right now. i'll tell ya a little bit about my days at school. as ya'all know, i'm a prefect. its a pretty hard work, especially during this fasting month. but i dont mind much, well sometimes i do. but mostly not, cause i volunteered myself to be a prefect. and homeworks, ugh. no explaining needed i guess. you all know how its feel to have it right? its very frustrating. especially if you get scolded for not doing them. dear teachers, i didn't asked you to give me any.

well, that's just the school problems not to mention my family problems, ugh. i'm just gonna let it all out today. well, i'm the eldest among my siblings, so there's a lot responsibility. but, i'm the type of person that cannot carries to much responsibility. it will just blow up to you face, seriously. hrm, but what can i do. cant argue with my parents, sometime i do let them down. but most of the time, i try not to. but sometimes, they act unfair to me. like for instance, they bought cool things for my brothers, and nothing for me. when my brother did something wrong, they're never blamed, sometimes they do. but mostly forgiven. but when its me that did a little mistake, all eyes are on me. hrmm, what a sad and pathetic life. but still, i'm grateful for everything i have, without my family. i wouldn't be here. THANK YOU ALLAH ♥