Hey, I've been really busy. Thanks to *cough cough* my room was loaded, so can't use my OWN FUCKING room! Hrm... Anyway, how was your weekend going everyone? I hate my life, well, as ya'all know. Its 1 October! Yeay, and hope that this month would be so much better than the previous month. Last month was a total disaster, too much dramas. From school dramas, crush dramas, friend's dramas and not to mention. Family dramas! Well, finals is just around the corner and yet i'm still sitting here, blogging and online-ing. Well, typical teenage girl eh? What to do, what to do. My life, my mistakes.
So here's the thing, my crush knows that i like him. I don't even know how he found out, but its not a good news. I'm still trying to figure out how? How in the world?! And since than, we haven't spoken. Its not that we're enemies or anything, its just maybe he's shy and maybe awkward about all this. I have no problem in saying Hi to him, its just him. He's the problem, he's too shy... I thought guys was suppose to be brave. Hahhaha, but not him i guess. Anyway, his class is just beside my class. So... I could 'usha' him everyday! Hehehe, jelly?!
And... Not only he knows about me having a crush on him, almost his whole class knew about it now. Oh, and his 16 year old sisters and her friends... Fuck 'em, i just hope all these rumors and dramas will end soon. Everything has an end right? We just don't know when... So, gonna blog about my crush again, tonight.. Insyallah. Ciao now