So, holiday has come to its end. Sad, but can't wait for finals to be fucking over! I wanna be free, god damn it! And i also can't wait for my prefect dinner, its next Friday. I've planned what i'm gonna wear, i just haven't bought yet, hehe. So, today was rather just another boring and unproductive Sunday. Holidays has also been unproductive, it was meant to be unproductive i guess. I've bought my reference book for Geography and Science, but ever since i bought it. Haven't even open it yet. Such a lazy bum i am. Well, to me, studying last minute is always better. It stays in your head for awhile, easy to memorize last minute.
Maybe i'm not ready to be in a relationship yet, Allah hasn't given me any shout out yet. So i'll just wait, but i'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of all those false hopes, just tired. Okay, stop with all these heartbroken shits najwa. I'm fine, I'll be okay. Change of topic, its been more than 4 months now since i had a crush on him. And i have decided that on the last day of school I'll confess my feelings towards him. Since, maybe i'll be changing school next year. MAYBE! and mum said i was not suppose to tell anyone, but hey. No one reads my blog anyway, hehe.