I have to say. My blog seems so lame, everyone's blog are like. Bling there, bling here. Pop there, pop here. Oh you know what i mean. My blog is simple.... But i guess its, me? haha, Assalamualaikum everyone. Glad I could still update my blog, if i didn't update my blog for the whole month, means I'm dead. Or probably there's just no internet. So, we've moved into our house last night. But we cleaned the house last Sunday, decided to start sleeping there last night. It felt really good to have a room once again, since its been awhile we've slept at my parents' office. What a bore, but very convenient. But still, i'm just grateful. So, 2011 is about to end in 3 days. Have i done anything productive? Not yet though, I'll try. And have i mentioned that I will not be using the internet for the whole year in 2012? Yeap, so means I'll be not updating my blog. Tapi nanti curi-curi online ah, hehe. But i guess, after PMR i could have my internet back. Maybe...
There were so much memories in 2011, but mostly bad ones. At least had some good ones. But there's one event that will never be forgotten, my grandma's death. How sad, i felt guilty. Cause she was staying at my house for like... 2 months. I kinda treated her badly, not like i beat her up or anything. But i wasn't happy she was staying there, cause she was staying in my room while she was there since my room was downstairs. She has stroke, so she's on a wheelchair. She could stand up, but only with help. Like they say, we start to appreciate things when they're gone. And this year, I had so many problems at school. About my studies, my friends, my love life. And even with my family.
But like they also say 'Allah memberi mereka dugaan kerana Allah sayangkan mereka' Allah wants me to be braver, stronger and more patience about life. And i'm trying, trying my best. But sometimes, i feel like I'm not trying my best. But well, Allah knows it all.