so a lot has happened since the last time i blogged. So where do i start, last few weeks i went to pangkor with the family, it was suppose to be a one day trip but it turned into a 2 day trip and because i was told it was only a one day trip, i didnt brought any extra supplies with me if u know what i mean haha. So we shopped some clothes at pangkor hehe. eventhough it was a very simple trip, just visited some sites, went to the beach, ate some seafood but i really enjoyed it and it was my first time to pangkor oh and along with my grandma, a few cousins and 2 of my aunts cause we were from my kampung on that day of the trip haha.
school has been a lot of fun but i still miss seksyen 9 and my girls a lot. Subjects has gotten harder and by harder i literally mean HARD LIKE SHIT i mean who the hell needs all these when they grow up its like theyre abusing our fragile little minds and fucking up our head man my god. Anyway, friends has gotten a lot closer hehe Alhamdulillah but has also gotten my first heartbreak for 2013, that fast huh? wow ok it was that dude i told u guys about, sigh, why do these kind of things happen to me? its like ive been cursed so that no one would be in love with me and would be playing around with me. Im that bad aye? maybe its because ive sinned a lot, ya, no surprise there sigh
and my girls, theyre disappointed in me too cause every time they invite me to hang out, i always cant. Im seriously not avoiding i swear to God but my parents has issues on letting me go out with my friends. They have trust issues i assume sigh whatever, my social life pretty much sucks. Thats why people tend not to invite me whenever theres a gathering cause they know i could never come pfsh fine wtv. I dont wanna fall in love anymore, i dont wanna get attached to anyone anymore, but that's the problem, i cant. I will always find someone to fall to, stupid fucktard ergh. Im so so tired and fed up with the pain, the heartbreak my god im so fucking tired of it man sigh