February 8, 2011


actually, i should be sleeping by now cause tomorrow i have some school activities in the morning. so i should be waking up early. so excited about tomorrow. i dont mind waking up early if it involves school activities. i mean, it's kinda fun sometimes. especially when my friends are the same club as i am. hihi, more fun cause we can talk and chat. wait, talk and chat are just the same right? whatever, so i have so much fun when with friends. like last year i was lonely. forever alone like one of my friends said -.-

i'm not gonna be forever alone okay. i'll have a boyfriend. i'll have a husband. someday though this things will happen to me. i need a shoulder to cry on. it's just that seeing most of my friends has a boyfriend, made me a little jealous. okay, not a little. MAYBE a lot okay. ugh, what to say. nobody wants me as his girlfriend. i'm ugly okay. i think so. okay, today my post it's gonna be a short want. cause i gotta get to sleep. oh ya, i regret for not doing my homework much more earlier. cause a lot of my books are uncompleted. especially history. this year i'm so hard working on the subject science. i dont even know why.

and i'm so lazy on history and geography. last year i was fine with this two subject. i mean not on testa, but from homeworks angel. last year science was not okay to me, at all. but this year. i'm the most laborious on science. good for me. and also maths. yeay me. so i gotta improve my works on history and geography. hmph, yeah, so nightt~