okay, today is the last day to have fun. school's starting tomorrow. oh my god, and my homework is still undone. so the point for this post is that maybe tonight i wont get to do any other post cause i have to sleep early. and wake up early. actually, i want to wake up early so that i have more time to online in the morning. but, it's so hard. gotta change that. seriously, not good for health, waking up late. and right now, im still in my morning outfit. i haven't had my bath yet, well like i said. LAST DAY OKAY. so tomorrow i have to be in my school mood. all waking early and doing my homeworks. 

speaking of homeworks. mathematics are so friggin hard man. when the teacher explain at school. i was like 'okay, okay. i understand' but now, nothing in my head make sense. well, it's been one week we've been to school. a lot have been forgotten. so pathetic. in my head right now, there's nothing about studying or school or even homework. i'm just so sluggish to think about that. hrmm, what else i wanna talk about. oh ya, my parents are out. they have some guests, so, yeah. i so need some new clothes fyi. my current clothes are kinda useless right now. some of it are tight. so when i whore them. my mum said, go get a looser shirt. then i said like. i dont have any looser shirt it's all tighten up you know. cause you dont want to buy me some new clothes and this is what happen.

so she asked me to get some of her clothes. so loose. anyway, i desperately need new clothes! any contributor? haha, i dont want people to donate to me. i actually can afford clothes okay. it's just that my parents are resolved when it comes to money. so stingy. they are like 'that's expensive. that's not okay. we have no money right now.' i know right now they are having financial issues. but, it is hard just to buy one or two clothes for me. dont have to buy the expensive. just buy the rm49.90 or rm 29.90. that's enough. i just want CLOTHES. my wardrobe are decreasing. clothes are getting smaller and smaller. so i cant use them. sometimes, when going out with family. i just wore the same clothe like last week.

and my mum would say 'dont you have any other top?' i just gave her a look. she know's what it means. it means i dont have any other. all have been whore a lot of times. okay, enough about clothes. thinking about it just make me more stressed out. life as a teenager. a lot of needs. as in, phones, laptops, cameras, etc. sometimes i dont mind not getting any of them. SOMETIMES. but when i see people that have those stuff. i could get a little jealous. or maybe a little angry. hrmm, anyway. want to go take my bath~