today was still frustrating. but much more lesser than yesterday's. today was considered fine by me. i didn't stayed in class much. just fr a few hours cause. first we had KH and then had maths. and after that i had some business to do. about choral speaking. today, i came to to school fr choral speaking early. cause ya know, i'm cool liddat. hihi, anyway. me and my friends sat there waiting fr the teacher. we waited more than two hours if i'm not mistaken. she actually arrived at 10.45am. ugh, we were so tired of waiting. and all she could say was. im sorry, i woke up late. forgot to set my alarm -.- well, what to do. i cant be mad at her. we all had that moment. accidentally waking up late. haha, but she's still the best teacher I've known. seriously. she's so kind, enthusiastic and so free spirited.
anyway, vanilla was in choral speaking but he quited cause he said it was not his thing. i dont mind, at least i can still meet him at school everyday. but we're not in the same class. so it's kinda hard. sometimes i only see him once or twice a day. despite all that, i'm still satisfied with me liking him. ya know, i used to like these kinda peoples. not ugly, just that. they're not actually my type. but i just didn't bother to care cause i wanted to be someone's girlfriend. but this year. i'm changing. i want to be with them cause of i like or even love them. not because of the reason i mentioned above. my love life actually kinda suck. everybody is like having boyfriend right now. and in class they're talking about who's their girlfriend and who's their boyfriends. bla bla.
i may be kinda jealous. but what can i do. i'm not pretty, so no one wants me. even vanilla dont talk to me much. at school, usually i was the one who says hi first. shouldn't guys make the first move aint? so i'll just wait fr him till his really ready to actually talk to me at school. his so shy to me at school. we rarely speak to each other at school. oh my god, i'm so sleepy. tomorrow, i still have choral speaking rehearsal. at 10am. so fucking sleepy. but he just online, haha. not sleepy back. got excited. hihi, his so cute. i just cant stop saying that. hihi
so right now. i'm chatting with one of my favorite senior. he is so kind. eventhough about our prefect duty his strict. but his actually very kind and caring. hihi, and he told me he had a crush on one of our form 1 juniors. hehe. i'm not surprised, many of my guy friends are having a crush on her. jealousy is all over me~ hrmm. have you heard about the Japan's earthquake? so intimidating, i'm having chills by just thinking of it. cant stop thinking about. what if our beloved country Malaysia yang kena? i just hope not. praying fr a better future. let us all pray fr the unlucky one. SEMOGA NEGARA-NEGARA YANG LAIN TIDAK DITIMPA MUSIBAH SEPERTI MEREKA. DAN SEMOGA KAMI SELAMAT DIDALAM JAGAANMU YA ALLAH. AMIII:)