March 17, 2011

talking crap


hello, good morning,

so yesterday i didn't do any post right? cause my mother was using my laptop. cause she was doing her assignment. she actually have her own laptop, Vaio pula tu. but she's not using it cause she doesn't know how to. that is so pathetic. baik tak payah beli kalau macam tu. that laptop was worth rm2000++ and she's not even using it. cause she doesn't know how. ugh, okay. that's enough najwa. that's not nice talking about her behind her back. sorry mummy. anyway, yesterday was awful. i dont know, but i just feel so. oh ya, i dropped out of choral speaking, cause ya know. i had some hard time deciding my decision. of course i hesitated deciding it. but ya know, i had what i had to do.

poor Effah, cause she's gonna be kinda lonely. but still Nad and Ellin is there to be with here. if your reading this. dont be so worry. you'll do fine. i love her, she's a hell of her friend. i'll make it out to you okay? hihi, well yesterday i've actually wrote a post. but then, i've accidentally deleted it. sorry, so when i was trying to make a new one. my mum called me downstairs to help her on her assignment. i dont mind helping her, but it's me doing all her work. she's just watching television and bossing me to do that and to do this. sabar jelah. so did i ever mentioned here it's now school holiday. nope right? so i'm mentioning now.

school holidays SOMETIMES sucks. cause ya know, when we're having fun at school. after school exams. then, barulah school holidays starts. what i mean is, when something exciting starts to happen at school. then, school holidays comes. oh how pathetic. i just cant wait to go to school now. not just cause it's my birthday on this upcoming Tuesday. not just cause i cant wait to see him again after a long tiring week at home. just cause i cant wait to get out of my house. and just laugh with my friends and forget all my problems for a while.

i'm not excited fr my upcoming birthday cause ya know, since a few years past. my birthday it's not exciting at all cause. everyone acts like its just another simple day. no presents, no wish no nothing. last year and the year before. my parents forgot it was my birthday. i had to tell them that it was my birthday. and they was like 'oh really? oh ya, we're sorry. to many things on our mind right now' hrm, what else can i do. even my friends last year forgot. well, most of them. but there are friends that wished me that is. thank you, you guys ♥

well, since its school holiday aint? and of course teachers gave us a lot of homeworks. from geography to BM  to Agama. i dont even know where to start. and we also have to do a portfolio. i dont know anything and suddenly my friends said that. you know we have to do some folio right? i was shocked! duhh, aku tak tahu apa apa. tetiba suruh buat folio. have to stop this crap teacher. anyway, i gotta go take my bath. as always, see ya~