Hello everyone, i miss you guys. Haha like anyone reads my blog, anyway it has been one heck of a month. I mean, idk just so many unexpected things happened to me. And by unexpected i meant in a good and bad way. First today, i fought with Dyana. God thats just frustrating, heres the deal. I made all of my schoolmates unfollowed me by blocking the unblocked them. I even did it to my bestfriends, and by bestfriends i meant dyana, zul, effah and all of my other schoolmates that followed me. I just decided i dont want my schoolmates, let a long my bestfriends, to be involve in my twitter. I mean i created twitter hoping for a place to express, i know i can blog but tweeting is more instant. So but making them unfollowed me, automatically i'll unfollow them too. She got mad because of that, i know its such a lame excuse to get mad to, but i dont blame her. If i were her id be mad too, but not as mad she is right now. Idk whether she reads my blog or not, but im truly sorry dyana. All these mistakes i made towards you, you know it wasnt on purpose. I didnt intend to hurt you, or anyone else. You yourself said it, no one's perfect. Why cant you practic that phrase.
Okay dont wanna talk about that more further. Ayway, my PMR trials just finished, today. I know i should be a little happy, and i am. But theres still the real deal coming, PMR! I dont know how to face this intensity. Ive been very lazy lately, idk i just dont feel like studying. I mean, even if i forced myself to study, i'll still wont understand what i studied. This is such a big mess, whyyy? PMR is like less than2 months away man. Oh and btw my maths, oh god they're as bad a rotten fishes. I suck, badly, in maths. Last mid-term exam i got 40/100. It was like luck man, luckily didnt failed. I do have to push myself to study even more harder. If i dont make it now, when will? So made a promise, if i get 8As in PMR i'll cut off ALL of my social networks. I dont know it it'll last forever and ever but at least for 2 years..
Oh and another thing, i still like the same boy i confessed to last May. Idk he's just hard to let go and forgotten. Its okay, im not expecting anything from him at all. Im just in love with him, that is all. But he's been acting weird lately, i can tell it. He walks , talks, acts differently when around. I swear to
God. Even my friends who walks with me told me that he keeps staring at me. Idk why is he doing this. What is his aim? Is he trying to make me like him back? If he is, its kinda working. But he sure will break my heart again. Oh what the heck, thats love i guess, full with pains.
Well, thats quite a lot ive said. But i still feel like its not enough, theres still things i havent blogged about. Its okay though, i'll be back for sure. But maybe after PMR... Or maybe i'll post one last time before PMR begins. Who knows? Hehe
Ps: sorry for any typing error, to lazy to check it all back ehe