August 10, 2012

Hrm

So just viewed my so called friends' twitter, they were talking about me.... I mean it was just from unfollowing her by accident then getting to this. I mean, i made them unfollowed me so that there'll be less drama, so that they wont read what i tweeted, and no, i do not tweet bad about them its just that if tweet something they obviously will look at me differntly when at school. I seriously think this is going off hands, well apa lagi? You schoolmates who follows me on blogger, why dont chu unfollow me too? If i knew how, id make you people unfollow me already, but i dont. Too bad :( ughh im sorry but im just so so so angry, and frustrated and idk..... Ughhhhh asxmforiytrewqsdfgklmmbbvcxzshhgjjkopouuytrrewwqzzccvvbbnnmpoiuytreq i don tknow how to face them now, of course im scared, wouldnt you people? Oh god my mind is sonfucked up right now, i just dont know what to do.., i dont think it'll be the same,never again. Takpelah, ada hikmahnya. Maybe Allah doesnt want the, in my life, theres a bigger plan for me.... Maybe? Idk haihhhhh

I always, always believe that theres a reason behind what has happened. Cant wait to know whats the reason behind this situation. I dont know how im going to school now, i just dont know.. Its so weird that drama happens every year, since 2010, 2011, and now this. I just dont know how to cope up with this, i think my time is up. I think my death is near, thats why this is all happening. Allahs's testing me, ive been skipping my solat a lot lately. Ya Allah, i think thats why all of these is happening. I think this is enough