apparently i am on a hiatus from twitter, which is extremely hard. every second i will come up with something to tweet but then i realize i cant, and i dont want too. but the urge is there. it actually feels good to get away from all those things, i may lack with some world updates but im not losing anything, still me, still up and alive, tak mati pun

one thing i forgot to mention is starting from tomorrow, or probably the day after tomorrow, i'll be giving up my laptop and phone so bye-bye technologies and say hi to the books. at first i was seriously against all of these but on second thought, it'll do good to me. it'll give me some alone time, to think about life maybe. but the real reason is spm, i do want to get straight As i mean who doesnt, but my strategy is just to study hard and smart, and just willingly accept my results.

i dont wanna put any expectations, because im scared. and i have made it clear to the others too, to not put high expectations on me, i dont want to them disappointed. i'd rather disappoint myself then the people around me especially my parents.

so here's to the fucking big exam, im gonna kick your ass spm