last year of high school.
i still cant believe this will be the last year of my high school days. my last year to goof around in class with my friends, my last year to wear the school uniform, my last year to take silly selfies with my classmates, my last year of waking up as early as 5am just to catch the bus and head for school. senior year, wow. i know this is so cliche but it felt just like yesterday i was a 13 year old girl who just got into high school and was already so excited, so eager to graduate, to go to college, to grow up. only now do i realize, i dont want any of that, i dont want to grow up, i dont want the responsibilities of an adult. ive always wanted to grow up my whole life, to go to college where i thought would absolutely be more thrilling and fun then high school
i like sitting alone and just observe people, not in a creepy way but you get me here kan. how we'd come to school with our sleepy faces, slightly annoyed with the fact that we have to wake up early, probably missed out breakfast because of the early schedule, like i always do. heading to class, saying hi and smiling to the people you meet at the corridors, even though they didnt smiled back, like i always experience.
getting ready for the next class, laughing and asking your classmates about the homework you didnt do last night, fangirling with your friends over hot korean boys. its scary how i hold on to these small things, these small things that will make me miss high school terribly. lets just put aside the exams and the monday blues and the annoying teachers with their tons of homework. put aside all of that then youll realize high school isnt that bad, with those drama queen girls, annoying loud boys, youre gonna miss all of that, trust me, i have been there before.
everytime i tell someone how im gonna miss school, they give me this weird look, probably shocked as to why in the world would i miss high school kan. they just dont get it, i guess no one would. so i just remain quiet and let only i myself, experience these feelings.
i like sitting alone and just observe people, not in a creepy way but you get me here kan. how we'd come to school with our sleepy faces, slightly annoyed with the fact that we have to wake up early, probably missed out breakfast because of the early schedule, like i always do. heading to class, saying hi and smiling to the people you meet at the corridors, even though they didnt smiled back, like i always experience.
getting ready for the next class, laughing and asking your classmates about the homework you didnt do last night, fangirling with your friends over hot korean boys. its scary how i hold on to these small things, these small things that will make me miss high school terribly. lets just put aside the exams and the monday blues and the annoying teachers with their tons of homework. put aside all of that then youll realize high school isnt that bad, with those drama queen girls, annoying loud boys, youre gonna miss all of that, trust me, i have been there before.
everytime i tell someone how im gonna miss school, they give me this weird look, probably shocked as to why in the world would i miss high school kan. they just dont get it, i guess no one would. so i just remain quiet and let only i myself, experience these feelings.