still here, still surviving. its been more than year and definitely, like any other human being, a lot has change, good & bad. but i like to believe every changes is a good change. i am who i am today because of the changes. 

so i've finally started classes at MSU. i've been fantasizing about college since i was 15. watching all those teen movies, has had a lot of influence on. it has created this image of how the college life will be. but reality is, its just plain simple. sure, you meet new people, you make new friends, you experience new things, every single day, but other than that, its just the same life i used to have. for me, it was easy to adapt to the new surrounding & people. i guess i was born with that gift and that is one thing im proud about myself.

i've been driving a lot more now, mum gets paranoid about me driving and her worriness is not about to decrease any day now. she's been showing me all these articles about how all these female drivers getting into accidents, getting mugged & raped in the car. excuse me, she's not the only one who's worried now, i am too i mean i am the driver. i will be the victim, but i always look on the positive side. sure, i try to be careful most of the time but i try not to assume that easily, i try not to judge people that quick, but sometimes in this era, i wouldnt blame someone if the tried to be extra cautious, anything can happen these days.

i am still waiting for something exciting to happen, that would probably turn this boring college life upside down, like in those movies, cheesy i know. on this new journey i am on, im a little afraid of the things im about to leave behind, while i make new friends, i might lose some old ones, while i make new memories, i might forget the old ones. im too sentimental to have all those things happen to me.. its 8.55am and my class starts in 5 minutes, bye