finally i have some time to blog, i've been postponing it for a while! might be a short one tho but been really busy this week, preparations for final projects and reports since next week is submitting week.
this week has been tiring, exhausting and just pure stressful and thats its not even half of it!
seriously tho, next week is gonna be hell, fun & exciting but hell.
cant believe in 2 weeks time im gonna be done with foundation, then straight to degree life
degree life meaning adult life and im so not ready for that, i still wanna be young & reckless haha
but im so ready to make new memories and go on new adventures!!
im gonna be 20 next year and somehow thats bothering me lmao
the memory of that 12 year old kid who used to dance around with her friends in school after UPSR is still fresh in memories. wish we had smartphones back then, would have taken lot of photos
and videos tho, it just makes me teary everytime i think about my school days, because i had fun.
my school days was fun as heck, im sorry if you cant relate but i honestly dont care hahahahaha
i cant believe SPM has ended 2 fucking years ago, i mean wtf?? where has all the time gone
time is going way too fast and i need it to chill for a second, please?
im trying to make every day counts, im trying to make as much memories as i can, anywhere i go, every single day, i try la
cant believe PMR was 4 fucking years ago omfg thats crazy, i have great friends, im so happy they were a part of my highschool memories
still remember the first day of school in 2012, how i would imagine myself on the last day of PMR
but here i am!!!! 4 years later omg, i cant brain all of these right now
but the thing is, time is never gonna stop for you, its not slowing down and i dont think it has any plan to do so, so make every moment counts, join those activities you've been wanting to do,
read that book you've been wanting to finish, go on that hiking you've been planning too,
confess that love you've been keeping inside because oh my god, we're gonna live once,
trust me, you'll regret more of the things you didnt do rather than the things you actually did,
everytime i look back, i get very nostalgic and i cant control myself, i wish i could save it in a box ya know, and every time i miss it, i could just play a memory, live that moment again, and again.
but unfortunately thats not how life works, God made the world how it is because He wants us to appreciate every moment we have, make it count.
but here's to the good old days, and to even better ones ahead of us.