think about the people that has put so much efforts to be in your life right now,
people that has shown you why life is so much better now that it was before.
people who always try their hardest to show you that you matter to them, that they care about you.
what about those people? forget the past, focus right now, this moment right here. those people who you look for at 3 in the morning when you're sad and feeling exhausted from the world.
what about those people you look for at 12 in the afternoon when you feel all cheerful and happy.
cant wait to tell them the good things that has happened to you. what about those people?
missing something from the past is a bad habit we all make, but personally i feel it is unfair to those people in your life RIGHT NOW for you to say those things.
the people in your past stays in your past for a reason, there are where they are because you decided to let them stay there, and nothing is wrong with that.
fuck those people who says we should only think about our own happiness and not others,
why not put both in consideration? why cant we be happy, surrounded with people who are as happy as we are? making other people happy automatically makes us happy, well, it does to me i dont know about you guys la.
knowing that you are appreciated right now, at this very moment, is ground breaking already.
sends you this tingling happy feeling down the spine, makes your heart all warmth and could possibly make you cry your eyes out because of happiness.
imagine being in their place, imagine showing people how much you care about them, how much you appreciate their existence, how much they mean to you but having them said that they want their old life back, a life that possibly you were never in it yet
a life where you did not exist to them. i know that sometimes people dont meant it that way but it'll still hit you in the heart kan, just a tiny bit
so as for right now, at this very moment, dont look back to pull something up but look back to see how far you've come, how far you've grown, how much you've change, for the better,
look back to see the mistakes that you've made and to learn from it, look back to see the people who has been with you since the very beginning
we take things for granted these days, we keep wanting things that is out of our reach
the things that are right in front of us, we dont see that. its weird how the things and people that has always been there for us, are less appreciated but the things & people that rarely comes, are much more appreciated.
that's just normal human response huh, pretty bad reflex i'd say
slowly but surely, appreciating the people & things a lot more now, especially the littlest ones
till next time, my friends