and here i am, once again, end up where i always do,
faced down, on the ground, with my heart on my sleeves.
can i just stay down here and never get up,
that sounds a lot more safer and less painful,
maybe i'd turn my face up, lay on my back and admire the blue sky,
listen to some music and take photos,
but i dont wanna get up, not that im waiting for anyone to pull me up,
but i am just tired, so let me lay here a little while longer,
i'll get when i want too, dont try to help me, im gonna do this on my own,
like i've always have,