when youre happy somehow magically everything you, you do it better than before, you do it with such enthusiasm. happiness makes you look at the glass half full instead of half empty, like you did before. when one is happy, you can really see it on their faces,
and i think thats why ive been looking extra glowy these past few months hahaha
when youre happy, you really cant be bothered by the little concerns, youre not shaken up by small matters.
these past few months has made me in a state i never thought i could be in,
i was genuinely happy with a guy,
i mean work & other personal life matters was still stressful but he made it better.
somehow talking to him eased up everything, made me a little softer, and i rarely get to that point.
he was my rock, he really held me down.
my family & friends has always been my support system, but he, he was my favourite one yet.
every time i talked about him to anyone, gets me giggled up, makes me feel all kinds of butterflies,
i also get a little flustered, like me? flustered? over a guy? seems so funny!
ive always been very loud about my feelings, very vocal & never afraid to show my feelings,
but with him, he just makes me speechless, he makes me shy,
he makes me forget what to say most of the time, he takes my breath away.
he was and still is, everything i ever prayed for. he feels, just, right.
somehow, with him, time moved so slow. it wanted us to take the time, to appreciate each others presence
he makes me so insanely happy i bet he has no idea how his existence in my life is such a blessing.
i know we're so fresh & new but dear oh dear what he makes me feel, is beyond, out of this universe. somehow he's the all stars & planets that fills up MY universe. he makes me feel content & calm.
he makes me feel to look forward everyday, he makes me dont want to sleep because finally,
reality is better than dreaming. he makes to want to look forward for tomorrow and see what has been installed for both of us.
everything i do, somehow i want to do with him, or at least with him beside me, through every single step. even hearing the words "i love you" anywhere i go reminds me of him, crazy huh, love is crazy.
and i want to be a part of his journey too, every. single. step.
i pray that you & me, are in each others future.