May 14, 2013

fuck you

how could he do this to me how could anyone do this to anyone else i mean what the fuck is up with boys playing with other girls' feeling that i will never get i swear haih im so fucking depress i should be posting pictures of me at indonesia but instead here i am ranting about how depress i am i should be happy cause i just finally got back from indonesia and all of a sudden he said its better if we just stayed friends what the fuck is that ergh i dont get it then what was all the i love yous and i miss you and youre my princess and shit ergh i guess he found someone new huh wow that fucking fast if he found her before he met me then why the hell did he approached me in the first place why wHy Why you fucking idiot i hate you so much but i just cant

cried my eyes out haha well its oklah dah biasa with all these bullshits dah biasa kena mainkan you know haha i guess idk lah my friends were worried for me cause they said he was a sweet talker and a fucking player but he did confess to me and said he was serious abt me and other shits so i actually pushed aside the rumours cause u know ive became attracted to him in a weird indescribable way. i actually wanted to prove my friends wrong and showed everyone else that he is actually a nice guy but i was fucking wrong, i was played the minute i stepped in. i was a fucking toy :-)

weh apa masalah jantan tu if he actually liked the girl hes in a relationship right now why did he approached me what was with all those sweet words fuck ah but if he liked that girl after he approached me that is even more fucked up takkan lah sebab a few ignorance((like he never did that to me)) he's off to find some other girl errgghhh im so confused and mad and angry ive cried too much today just for him i hope he rots in hell