idk

even if the said they care, they dont, trust me, no one cares. honestly lah kan, i actually off my phone for the past few days to see who actually cares and notice but nope, no one cared, no one even asked, not even my own family, how pathetic is that, how saddening. NO ONE FUCKING NOTICE ok maybe one of my friend and she actually asked thank god for her haih. i bet if i died no one would even notice (well except my family whom will feel my absent in the house) but thats not the point here. they all say they care and shit but words are so much easier said then showed. this is fucking shit. some people doesnt really deserves a second chance idk but they just dont or maybe cause im too bloody mad at them that i dont feel the necessity do even give em a second chance, and btw its not a 'them' its a 'he' haih idk life is very confusing at this moment or is it just me who exaggerate stuff idk i guess so.