how pathetic can i be how stupid and foolish can i get now haih i should seen this coming i should have known better. I should have resisted right from the beginning i should have stand up for myself. Why do i fall so easily why cant i just learn from my previous mistakes najwa u foolish little piece of shit najwa oh najwa. Everyone hates u now everyone thinks youre stupid everyone thinks youre a bitch now serves u right haha. How can i clean up the mess i've made now, how can i turn things up now. How can i turn these frowns upside.
Where have the positives vibes gone, where's the happiness here, where's the smile and laughters? Why do i have to be so fucking emotional why cant i just be happy and be fucking grateful oh god najwa najwa oohh najwa. OH MY GOD I AM SO SAD RIGHT NOW THAT I DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE CRYING ANYMORE i just wanna sit in my room, all alone, listen to some music until i feel better again which will be oh idk 10 years from now