i want to be & do a lot of things

i want be someone who doesnt do things just for the sake of money, just for the sake of wanting to make a living out of it. people say in this economy right now, that would be ridiculous because nowadays everything consists of money. how im saying this just because im still young and havent ventured the "real" world. i want to help people, i want to inspire people like how ive been inspired. i want to make a change in the world, even though that dream might sound too big but i dont care. they say no dream is too big and no dream is too high. "be the change you want to see in the world" thats what i hold on to, but i still am scared to be the change, scared of being different, scared of going outside of my comfort zone, scared of being judged and criticized

i want to travel, i want to help people, i want to go to places ive seen on tvs, places ive always dream off. i want to go skydiving, i want to kayaking, i want to go fishing at the indian ocean, i want to climb mount everest. oh god i have a lot of things i want to do but here i am, being a 17 year old girl, writing all of these on my blog, not brave enough to make any move, not special enough to be someone and to make a change. but one day, one day im gonna fulfill my dreams, no matter how long it'll take, i'll do, i'll fucking do it. dont you worry, im gonna make that change

slow progression is better than no progression

guys, im done ranting and expressing. im done preaching what i dont even pratice. im done