so i have been getting comments from my relatives on how much i have gained weight, how fat i looked in my clothes, how chubby my cheeks are, how much i eat and all the shits related. i dont know how to feel about this, i might feel a bit devastated and hurt but i am also more motivated. motivated to become more fit, not fit as in more muscular but to start lose some weight.

its not that i am not happy with the way i look but if i could lose more weight healthily, why not. plus, i could at least fit myself in those clothes i have grown out from.

so i started searching on the web on way to lose weight and have smaller thighs, i dont even know why im blogging about this but heck yeah. i have all these motivation to lose weight and all but procrastination keeps getting to me. how i should start all these exercising tomorrow, and eat healthily later on.

but whatever it is, i am determined to lose at least 8kg before im 18. thats my goal.