i can honestly, say i might be the laziest person on earth. legitly. if i were to compete with the current laziest person on earth, i would probably win. i dont know what is up with myself these days. this disease is gettin more severe day by day, especially since spm is getting so near like holy shit i just cant. in a few months time i'll no longer be a high school student. a part of me is excited and glad about that but a little bigger part of me is sad, devastated, denying the fact. back to the topic of the day, my procrastination is on the critical level. sometimes i get motivated, well, probably a lot of time but it doesnt even last. i'll get over in a few minutes then i'll go back to my old lazy fat ass self.

its not like i dont try to study, to actually sit down and study but my head just cant seem to get into it. i dont know is it just me who is acting out or am i genetically like this. the nearer spm is, the fucking lazy i get. the smallest amount of time i would spend on unimportant things like sleeping (which is kinda important but not at the moment cause spm lmao) watching tv, be on my instagram and other unncessary stuff that wont even matter in the future. haih. so frustrated with myself. managing time is so not my specialty. maybe i might be good at time management when its managing the things that i love doing, as if for right now, lets just say i'd rather sleep than go to school and study, heh. 

my point here is, im lazy as fuck right now but i am doing nothing about it ergh