January 9, 2016

so there's this viral video going around where a large group of graduating students on stage, doing the nae nae dance, every time i watch it, it gives me chills. just because it seemed so fun, and cool and exciting and all that shit. im happy that they had a great ending to their senior year. i wish my senior year was as exciting as that, i wish my senior year had a fucking epic ending. up to this day, i am still so fucking frustrated that my senior year was pathetic, i worked hard to make it the best, but my efforts only wasnt enough. i needed my friends supports, the people around me and my schoolmates especially. ergh, why do i still hold on to this, i should probably move on but god dammit i cant, im having such a hard time letting high school go. i mean honestly, who can? it was the best 5 years of my life, i dont even think Uni life can top that. as much fun as Uni is, high school fucking epic, it was da bomb.

that video tho, just brings up memories, such an emotionally little prick i am, ergh somebody help