was going through old posts and i realized how much i miss blogging about my life in general, not just my feelings and the emotional breakdowns i go through. these days ive noticed how much ive been blogging about my feelings and just being in a emotional rollercoaster. i hate what ive become, reading back the post these past few days just makes me cringe, oh god. but reading back the 2014 posts made me smile, made me miss how much i actually blog about what i did and what i felt, without trying to sound so fancy and plastic and just use normal unbombastic words. also made me miss high school, made me miss my friends. made me miss sitting for spm hahaha i know but seriously tho.

the other day, went out bowling with my classmates, eventhough it was fun and all, it just didnt felt genuine, you know what i mean here. it just felt made up, the laughs, the smiles, the things we said, it felt fake & plastic. but heh, it was a good bonding time i guess.

that has been said, so see ya