i know that some things were just never meant to be, and that everything happens for a reason. Allah has better plans for you, sincerely i do believe in that, really i do. but some things and some people, are just so hard to let go. i keep holding it, holding them, because deep in my heart, there's the slightest of hope that maybe they'll come back, maybe things can get better, maybe miracles can happen, maybe things can change. maybe, just maybe, if i hold on tight to that little hope, i might never lose it ever again, things can get better, people might come back and i might get the chance i wanted.
but reality is, its not going to happen, and never will. no matter how much efforts you put in, if its not meant to be, it'll never reach you and if it is meant to be, then you no matter how impossible it may seem, it'll reach you, dont you worry.
that little tiny hope i keep holding on to, it kills me, but i dont think i'll ever let go. why? because why not