since i was little, i have always been a dreamer.
i dream so big, i would imagine myself running my own company, like the ones you see in the movies or dramas, where you would just call your PA through the intercom, and have your PA schedule everything for you haha that's way over the top but you get the point.
i would imagine myself being a veterinarian because i've always had this dream of wanting to help all those stray animals, heal them, giving them a home, i mean you can still do that now without being a professional but hey, im still dreaming btw.
i would always imagine myself travelling the world, going to different places everyday, experiencing different cultures in different countries, eating pizza in italy, taking romantic walks under the eiffel tower the next day, and high up in the switzerland mountains afterwards.
all these dreams were never the impossible ones, all these dreams are still achievable. and i will be doing and achieving all that someday, but right now, i just need to work hard
but the biggest question here is, where do i see myself in 5 years. what are even my life goals?
up until now, i've never had specific life goals. only the usual ones like, 5 years from now, i would be married, a successful business woman, have my own house, my own car(which i have already achieved, syukur alhamdulillah) and yadayadayada ya know.
i've never really written down actual life goals because i dont really like to set things up, i dont want to look way into the future, im enjoying my present, im the type to just go with the flow gitu.
but also because i'm scared, i'm scared i might never achieve any at all, im scared i might let myself down. ahhh adult things are so complicated, cant believe im gonna be 20 next year holy shit man
but, here it is, a list of things i want to achieve in 3 years time; (yeap, 3 years ok gais)
1) to buy my own house with my OWN money, and paying the house deposit on my OWN
2) for my company to be stable financially & physically, go big, earning at least 1 million per year & to be recognized
3) help my parents to pay AT LEAST half of their debts
4) earn a 5 digit income (very possible in 3 years ok)
4 is enough i think, those are the main ones i focus on very dearly. those are the things that keeps me going & motivated all these while. for someone who might seemed reckless, immature, and clueless most of the time, there's a lot of things that goes in my head tbh. i am not as ignorant as i may seemed haha and i am much much more open minded than people might assume i am. i am very woke asf, if ya know what i mean.
okay this post is heading to a different direction. so anyway, what i'm trying to say is, it's okay to not have life goals, it is okay to have nothing planned out, have nothing sorted out yet because things take time, you cant force things to happen, you cant force something that is not meant for you. eventually everything will fall into place, everything will be alright for you. Allah has planned it beautifully for you, you just need to put in efforts and believe in His plans.
but it is also okay to have life goals, it is okay to have your life sorted out, to have plans for the future. whatever happens, accept it with an open heart. if its meant for you, it will be so no worries.
so here's to the unknown future, to the vast possibilities that is yet to come, here's to conquering the world. may Allah bless you with all the great things you deserves. so until next time, my friends