i am sorry if i was a toxic to your life,
i am sorry if i pushed you too hard or demanded too much from you,
i am sorry if i pushed you too hard or demanded too much from you,
i am sorry if i drove you insane & over the top most of the time,
i am sorry if you think i don't appreciate you or feel like you are not doing enough for me,
i am sorry for being a burden to your life
but what i am not sorry is for being who i am,
i am not sorry for speaking my heart out, or telling you what upsets me,
i am not sorry for trying to fight for us even when you were not letting me in,
i am not sorry for trying just a little bit more harder & holding on to us a little more tighter,
i am not sorry for all the cute candid photos & videos of you i took,
i am not sorry for the randoms i love yous or the random voice notes that i sent,
i am not sorry for the late night calls at 2am just because i missed listening to your voice,
i am not sorry for loving you too much & investing my all for you,
i am not sorry about the fact that i would actually travel to a whole other world just for you, jump off a cliff (with safety gears though) for you, or even swim in the deepest sea & climb the highest mountain for you
i am not sorry for all the questions i've asked just because i wanted to get to know you a little bit more day by day,
i am not sorry for all the love i've expressed, for all the long texts saying how much you mean to me, how much your presence in my life was a joy to my little heart,
i am not sorry of how i always tell about what i feel, for always being transparent & blunt about my emotions, about the stories i have told, the struggles i have been through or am going through,
i am not sorry of how i always tell about what i feel, for always being transparent & blunt about my emotions, about the stories i have told, the struggles i have been through or am going through,
i am not sorry for holding on to you, and seeing an actual future with you,
i am not sorry for all the plans i have made for us in the future, for all the places i've listed down just to go with you, for all the food i wanted to take bites with you,
i am not sorry for actually starting to plan for your birthday, even if it was 6 months away,
i am not sorry for hoping so much of us, even when people doubted us, cause i never did, never once,
i am not sorry for always having a space in my heart for love, for always opening my doors, for love, for new faces, new memories.
i am not sorry for the way i love people, for the way i feel so deeply, even when othesr dont even have the ability to hold & handle me
i am not sorry for loving & choosing you.