As a kid, growing up I have always thought the concept of rezeki comes in the form of money; either its owning designer handbags, being able to afford to go on vacations, living in a big house and other materialistic things, but as I grow older, my perspective has definitely widen and I no longer see it through a one way path. rezeki comes in so many form that most of the time, i tend to overlook because maybe the things that has been presented to me were not what I wanted, not what I prayed for, not what my hearts craved for,
I guess unintentionally I've been brought up to think that money was the ultimate rezeki, to always pray for more money, to always aim for money, to always set money as my ultimate goal.now that I am 21, this concept of rezeki being more than just about filling up your bank account is starting to slowly creeping in,
although I have been well aware of it, but it took me quite some time to grasp that idea,to fully understand it, although I still am struggling to get use to it, but there's progress,as for now, what I believe rezeki is about being at peace with your mind,rezeki is being able to wake up in the morning, head to the kitchen for a glass of water,rezeki is being able to kiss your parents' hands, to ask for their forgiveness, to have their blessings,rezeki is being able to buy your favourite food when you want it, being able to get in your car, go to the nearest cafe/restaurant and order immediately, rezeki is being able to smile out of the blue because you just felt content, you just felt at easerezeki comes in so many form that I always take for granted, I always complain yet never stop to take the time to say my gratitude,I always look at what I don't have, at what I'm missing, to always peep in the empty hole when there are so many blessing that has been presented to me,
I decided to wrote this down because the other day, I was sighing and felt really sad & frustrated,I always have this tendency to whine over so many things, I am always in denial of my situation, I am always in denial of my own rezeki,I thought I deserved more, and maybe I do, if I stopped complaining and just be fucking grateful,I am not only blessed with a loving family but just me, myself as a wholehonestly I had a whole other idea of where this post was going but now I'm just totally lost,but I hope you get my message here, maybe what you've been praying for all these while, Allah has already answered, but with a different presentation,you prayed for strength Allah gave you challenges, you prayed for comfort, Allah gave you baby kittens (I don't know man, I just love baby kittens)you prayed for love and Allah gave you time, you prayed for peace and Allah gives you signs,the list could go on and on forever, but deep down your heart is fully aware,until next time my friends.